neko-catoonist

Your dark eyes that can see evils unspoken Am I shown in that gaze when I'm awoken? When I black out and fall asleep is my soul seen? When you cry out pain Do you see the hurt my soul sustains? I want to hurt you as much as I want to love you, but how can that be? Were we even ever meant to be? I apologize for every hurt I cause. But the thought of smile makes me pause. I destroy your body, pull your hair, curse your name I give no love only pain. Even when I ask how you fare You always ask, "Why do you even care?" I care because I can and I will. Because it is my fault that you are ill. I can't handle the blame! It causes me to go insane! I

To trade everything for eternity. The breath of life is great; oh the embrace! But to die and fade away; never me. The rush. The feel of the loving. The chase! The world crashes around, suffocating. The hope, mirth, joy, love is my ecstasy! Try to fix the pieces, I am dying. It’s grasp. The spell that allures and binds me! I call my name, desperate to believe. It has your heart. Controls. Your. Life! Abused. You say never, belief is but a dream. Your mind! Your dreams! Your thoughts astray! Confused. She loves you not. Her heart crippled thee. Trapped! Ever dead. Oh poor. Unlucky. Me.